Trying to find the light

As the time goes on and we draw closer to the holidays and the sadness of having to face them without my husdand I find it harder to want to get up in the morning and see anything good or positive in my life right now. I know I have great friends and my parents have been remarkable but the biggest piece of my heart is gone.So, I ask of all of you both who know me and those who dont please just say a little prayer for me, heaven only knows I will need them to get through this. If I seem distant please forgive me If I seem sad just give me a hug.
I am trying really hard to do some positive things for my girls so they can get through. I just completed and ordered Daddy books full of memories and pictures of them and their dad through snapfish- they have great idea's for all of us creativly challenged people out there. My dad is also helping me make them a movie with pictures and music for them as well. I think I am headed in the right direction. Anyway I am going to post some pictures of Dan so enjoy...