Wednesday, December 17, 2008



Ok well I think we have a possible broadway star on our hands. Shelby had her big third grade program and it was so amazing. They did such a good job. Ok well on with the memories- Dan used to wake up on the weekends with the girls and their favorite game was muscle man- they would tease him and call him muscle woman and then he would chase them untill he caught them and then say "I'm not muscle woman, I'm muscle man!" and then he would throw them on the bed. They would all just laugh and laugh. Merry Christmas!!!!

Sunday, December 14, 2008

ok this one's for Jackie

Alright apparently my last posting was a little angry so I am going to spread some holiday cheer or well at least some good news . Shelby got baptized and might I add with no problems yea!!!! Also I decided in order to get through the holiday without my husband I am going to help myself by sharing memories of happier times in order to help keep his memory alive. So here ya go: I remember the first Christmas that Shelby actually was fun probably around 3 years old. Dan woke up at four thirty in the morning and then woke me up and said that I better get up or I was going to miss everything so I jumped out of bed me being the morning person that I am- LOL- woke up and woke Shelby up cause Dan was waiting downstairs so he could see the look on her face. We came downstairs and she was so tired that there was hardly any excitment I felt so bad cause he was so excited- Santa had got her a big ball pit and I don't think she even went in it for an hour.
His favorite color was blue, favorite food lasagne, he wrestled and played football in high school, he likes rock and country- probably country more, he always wished he would have tried out for a college football team and his pet peeve was people who wore socks with sandals, and he loved to people watch and wonder like they were like at home. I had nine great years with this great man who taught me to get over my fear of the water and taught me compassion for people and to not be so judgmental and when I would complain about people and the little things that would hurt my feelings he would say "Life is way to short to hold on to and be so upset over something so dumb- just wasted emotion". I am gratefull to be alive and to get to do what I need to do so we can be sealed together forever as a family. I have a family hear on earth, they are so good to me. I want to share my life with them through all eternity. Families can be together forever through heavnly fathers plan..... Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Stupid people

Today I am writting all about stupid people, and I think we all know a few. You know the people who pretend to be inocent yet cause all the problems, people who make rude insensitive comments yet never apologize. People who pretend to be your friend, yet don't have a friendly bone in their body. Anyone who doesn't know my husband recently died and I have had the "privelidge" of having some of the rudest comments made to me and around me for example: "I could only declutter if my husband died" or how are you dealing with this so well- I would be a wreak.
I am not dealing with this well-or at all for that matter I am just trying to get by. There are going to be days I don't want to talk about what happened, not because I don't care but because I am tyring to mourn and deal with the fact I have to get not just myself but my kids through Christmas and the rest of our lives without the man we though would be with us forever. So, I for one realizing what I am going through have realized that other people could be going through there own set of trials am going to vow and ask everyone else to think before you talk and spread a little cheer and happiness. Thank you and Merry Christmas.